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Modern Times
03:01
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Verse 1
Abysses in the bathroom the rotten petals are lingering
Kitchen split in half I saw the netherworld reach to me
Your gods the devil, the devil’s god it’s vis-à-vis
They’re demagogues an epilogue of deities
DMT environment like a TV screen
It’s imminent I’m in a net like string theory
My DNA got seedy seeds I see deceit
The THC put me at ease in peonies
Pulling out my holy vows so in doubt sullen now
Skull without a spoken sound, sew my mouth so devout
Wolves howl at eroded house, blow it down smoke an ounce
Buried clones in baritones, I know because I note it down
No one out only ghosts and owls in the this lonely town
I never understood what was left to meet the flood
They sell a hundred evils leave the dead to feed the young
Your hell is other people and that heaven reeks of blood
Verse 2
I take a tab to melt the vision like television
Her self-incisions sing beautifully but they never listen
A shellfish living inside a cell of a selfish prison
It’s cell division to shed your skin til it’s elegant
An opulent copperhead bomb til I’m Oppenheimer
Stars look like columbines in the stark of the darkest skies
Darker than ostrich eyes it is art for the ostracized
Ossify my carcass as a mark of the Modern Times
A fossilized abyss like the tarpits that I saw
I still smell the scents on the carpets that you walked
Sad aromas that followed me back to California
Til your eyes look like the targets that I draw
I stand adorned with a crown of thorns lost my wings so I sprouted horns
We fall asleep to the sounds of war, I’m Salvador
Painting pain on flowers why’s the rain taste so metallic?
These aphids in the attic made me change into a masterpiece
But they don’t hear me though
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2. |
Gasoline (Feat. Caskey)
02:15
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Sadistik:
I am the god of the audible gold
The rivers are blood when I talk its so cold all the oxygen froze
They said know your product but no you’re a product
I know I’ll never auction my soul
Oldboy, walking in snow, No voice, coffin is home
When I die Tutankhamun a cue to comment on comets
That com from my cuticles beautiful homage
Please don’t press me I’ll go nuclear
Sometimes I feel empty in my nucleus
I’m Mt. Vesuvius these people petty for some new VS’s
Pressure pressing diamonds til they’re blinding in my bluebird chest
They running in circles to dumb down their virtues
I hum like a hummingbird hundreds of verses
Averse to the unassured, what is your worth?
I know mine I’m the blood of the earth
My inner wisdom inhibitions in a prison
Shine like I’m in a prism
Imposition when I’m in position
Heart black as the ink I dip in it’s exquisite
Caskey:
Locked in a mental prison lucky for me I’m an escape artist
What’s a bullet to a David Blaine man you’re better off shooting at fake targets
I couldn’t cry that’s a great harvest cutting the head off a snake
I’m never counting on no one just counting on all of the new dollar bills I can scrape
Escape to the lake shore getting refined on my mental
Blood on the page sure cuz I’m intertwined with the pencil
I brought a typewriter just to finish all the ritual and sacrifice writers
Y’all ain’t nothing more than hype biters and some over-estimated ice buyers
I’m a walking investment and a arbitrator of assessment
Rapper refreshment though I never made it on the cover of Freshman
I was busy with the lessons even as an adolescent
My mind is touched too hot skin is incandescent
Hook:
Hold up, dousing flowers with the gasoline
Hold up, getting casual with casualties
Pull up, watch the notes grow to a rhapsody
Sho Nuff, got the glow so I’m a masterpiece
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3. |
Mariana
03:36
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Verse 1
Icarus flew to the sun for the view
Run for the hills when I run with the wolves
Grand Guignol now come to the show
All the dream-catchers spun to a noose
And the mountain ranges are sawblades now
I found my place in a heart shaped crown
John Wayne Gacy they always clown
Found in a crawl space all face down
Out here in the underground, hear when the thunder pounds
Fears in percussive sounds, tears coming from the clouds
Peers tend to dumb it down, I pierce with a hundred rounds
Unannounced come and get the spears that are coming out
Loose lips sink relationships
Wrecked on embankments with a chest full of aphids
I can treasure it all
I’m both the devil and god huh?
Come with me now underwater to nirvana my honored guest
Follow me down to the bottom of the Mariana Trench
Now carry on carrion
Carry on carrion
Carry on carrion
Verse 2:
One step closer to where we were
One step closer to wear my hurt
One step closer to fare thee well
One step closer to share my world
Go to sleep with the dead my friend
Go to sleep just to rest your head
Yet the best intentions take their toll
When they paved the road that lead to Hell again like
Hook
Verse 2
Who’s the truth in here? Lucid Lucifer
Brutal beauty boy lunar suits him more
You can choose to go Gruesome Twosome or
Lose the sutures soon the bluer hues’ll form
Brain waves like the carpet print from The Shining
Graves made for the compliments from the liars
Times have been trying but at least I’ll say I’m trying
All I know is I won’t go without a fight won’t hide my light
Twilight bright my, my, my
Voices inside hum die die die
A hundred dead-locks I don’t go outside
Another dead dog in a snow outline
I don’t need drugs if I’m high on life
Don’t need life if I’m high on drugs
No free rides in an idle mind
Lonely nights I can’t find my buzz like
Hook
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Limerence
02:02
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I’m glad to know that you’re so miserable to see me
Do you always sound like this or is it difficulty breathing?
Nothing comes but sickness when you greet me
Bloody gums are just a symptom of the teething
Skinny puppy getting thick as thieves
I’d kiss your feet if it would make me feel less incomplete
I wanted what I didn’t need, too wanton with the little things
Bittersweet projector reel still haunted by the imagery
I just miss the feeling of you missing me
I Can’t let you go I know I’m only special when the petals show
I’m talking with the spectres while you watch me for the spectacle
Exoskeleton skin, protects those gentle whims
Pretzel limbs when they echo all my existential dread
Like is this the end? I miss my friends nothing makes a difference when
I know that I can’t change the past or get past all the changes
Live in limerence, lemon trees bitter as the memories
that vivisect my center still its better late than ever
To demonstrate forever they reduced you to a photograph
I went to face the weather making beautiful from overcast
No one lasts forever in this place we’re all ephemeral
But still your words left scrapes all on my femoral
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BloodBorne
02:45
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Hook
Petrified in these cocoons Cenobites still eat my soul
Anesthetize to heal the wounds get so high can’t feel the lows
Blunt smoke filling up my lungs until the sun gone
Guns drawn covered in this blood like I was Bloodborne
Verse 1
Staining tulips with the cyanide
Riding shotgun making music for the drive-bys
No survivors no goodbyes when the ocean rises
Locusts fly when I quote my lines polarized
Watch me when I haiku my discography’s the Bible
Is it deicide if he confides he’s talking suicidal?
Walking into cyclones my tornado halo’s filled with bees,
Barking like I bite though my volcano halo kills the sheep
Hook
Verse 2
Victorious in my gory glory flow is glorious
Baccalaureate story of a Poet Laureate
Euphoria pouring out my pores until the worry sets
Morph aporias until the boring gets harmonious
My clips weight a ton so I know we’re not the same
Either stick to your guns or you can point em at your face
I was born a tragic summer bore from storms and crashing thunder
Mastered nothing but I bask in BloodBorne so that’s the hunter
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Samsara
03:16
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Verse 1
I try to stay positive I’m in a negative place
I try to apply all my paints in the negative space
I tried to describe all their pain just to take it away
I tried to invite them to stay in a dangerous place
Where ravens still play, on plains, with stakes
They place inside their veins we’re vain they’re fake
But I’m the same I hate my ways it weighs me down
I’m bound to drown and blind to faith and fate afraid
I can’t defeat I stay in frays beneath LA alone
The rain won’t fade away
Hook
Samsara now I know I’m getting my karma
Keeping my head above water
When I say I’m sorry I’m shedding my armor
When I wake up then you better be gone I’ll go
Verse 2
I thought I was alone in a haunted home lost
With the Sadakos look at what the monochrome brought
One day when the sky falls they’ll say I wasn’t like them
Trace all the steps where the god of crows walked
Crop-Circles scarecrow bought his own plot
Lost virtue barefoot rocks below steps
I’ll hurt you it’s all I know I just don’t talk
When the particles part my heart will survive in this
Dark with a light in it spark from a type of flint
Flint water in our diets hiding in the lion’s den
Words like a rain-catcher first til the fire catch
Search through the paint splatter birds in a wire mesh
I defend my idle friends tell me where the time all went?
A product of environment is caught up in the spider-web
Dialect why would you admire this?
I invent my defects the high is just a side-effect
Careful cuz that might affect you
I cook up my defense like a Phalanx
A fence full of talons
Ask me anything I’ll deflect it with talent
Reflections infected with malice, amputate me
I’ll re-animate after they leave
Limbs hang by a limb I can’t mask the gangrene
When the path that I travel’s dilapidating
In daydreams that I have I decapitate kings
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Verse 1
I saw your face displayed upon a crescent moon
That wavers up and down depending how the petals bloom
Doomed always destitute fused through infected roots
Searching for a message but there’s nowhere left to exit to
Heart full of vestibules scars show I’m resolute
Why seek a resolution? Narcosis heaven sent
Tar grows beneath my feet dark grows infested fruit
Too exhausted need to breathe car smoke emits perfume forever
I’ve been Inhaling the thinnest air
Fishscales on my skin and hair
Set sail but you but you didn’t care
Dancing like I’m Fred Astaire standing on a Finesterre
Ready for the rocks below, chest still full of rocket fuel
Flammable just another animal for fossil fuel
All my words are oxidized jar of flies are molecule
I find solace in the solitude
Everything grew silent when I called for you
Verse 2
I saw your face displayed upon a harvest moon
Tried to sing my pain away in ways I know it’s not in tune
Save me from the jaws of gloom maybe I can offer you
More than what I say I’m made of lately it’s my Waterloo
Hate me for my monikers baby I’m a connoisseur
Gave away my parts to you sang it like a cockatoo
Smaller still always crawled uphill to face robotic views
Haunt me when the monsters taunt me talking in their solemn hues together
They say I got a way with words
It never gave me worth but still I got away with worse
Always dreaming while they take their turn
Throwing matches til I’m ashes leave me at the stake to burn
Encased in urns earnest fake concern circus circles us
Aching churns dermis brazen stay alert in turtle shell
Mazes turned fragrant say the word before I hurt myself
Pain occurs sacred when you came up from infertile soil
Verse 3
I saw god in a bodybag
I got lost in the stars when they’d cross like a polygraph
Never lie cardiac in every line insomniac forever
Never go to sleep again black lungs from the falling ash
Giraffe tongue with a heart to match
Get sawed in half like the Dahlia
Place pain on display in Hollywood
Paint it all like Dali would Face of War
Fountain pens melting countenances in a drawing book
A psycho full of cyclones eyes closed
I go cold when I fly low
Brains feed on haikus isolated in my temples, Cairo
Bones jut from they’re homes like they’re silos
I’m Silent Hill tell me where the time went
Kill Pyramids that followed with the knife gripped,
Vice-grips always on the mind when the crisis hits
Everywhere it’s like a mine I step add the minuses
I’m an atom bomb made of atoms add ‘em up
Adam’s apple’s rotten smashed to applesauce adamant
No Adam Eve in anatomy only albatrosses if I have to speak
Another casualty of the casted wings casually
I’m high again vibrant as a hyacinth idling
So I pretend that my defense is working
Lurking with the burdens that still hide below the surface
I know these things have meaning sometimes I don’t know the purpose
Introverted dizzy from the disconcerted tizzies
Mr. Perfect isn’t worth it give me what I didn’t earn
Put it in an urn live and learn I could never tell the difference
When I’m miniature red alerts read aloud like ministers
It’s hard to breathe when you’re drowning in the goodbyes
But I’m still here now so tell me what that look like?
They use a sword to signify that you’re a good Knight
Then use the same one to kill you and say goodnight
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