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L'appel Du Vide

by Sadistik

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1.
Modern Times 03:01
Verse 1 Abysses in the bathroom the rotten petals are lingering Kitchen split in half I saw the netherworld reach to me Your gods the devil, the devil’s god it’s vis-à-vis They’re demagogues an epilogue of deities DMT environment like a TV screen It’s imminent I’m in a net like string theory My DNA got seedy seeds I see deceit The THC put me at ease in peonies Pulling out my holy vows so in doubt sullen now Skull without a spoken sound, sew my mouth so devout Wolves howl at eroded house, blow it down smoke an ounce Buried clones in baritones, I know because I note it down No one out only ghosts and owls in the this lonely town I never understood what was left to meet the flood They sell a hundred evils leave the dead to feed the young Your hell is other people and that heaven reeks of blood Verse 2 I take a tab to melt the vision like television Her self-incisions sing beautifully but they never listen A shellfish living inside a cell of a selfish prison It’s cell division to shed your skin til it’s elegant An opulent copperhead bomb til I’m Oppenheimer Stars look like columbines in the stark of the darkest skies Darker than ostrich eyes it is art for the ostracized Ossify my carcass as a mark of the Modern Times A fossilized abyss like the tarpits that I saw I still smell the scents on the carpets that you walked Sad aromas that followed me back to California Til your eyes look like the targets that I draw I stand adorned with a crown of thorns lost my wings so I sprouted horns We fall asleep to the sounds of war, I’m Salvador Painting pain on flowers why’s the rain taste so metallic? These aphids in the attic made me change into a masterpiece But they don’t hear me though
2.
Sadistik: I am the god of the audible gold The rivers are blood when I talk its so cold all the oxygen froze They said know your product but no you’re a product I know I’ll never auction my soul Oldboy, walking in snow, No voice, coffin is home When I die Tutankhamun a cue to comment on comets That com from my cuticles beautiful homage Please don’t press me I’ll go nuclear Sometimes I feel empty in my nucleus I’m Mt. Vesuvius these people petty for some new VS’s Pressure pressing diamonds til they’re blinding in my bluebird chest They running in circles to dumb down their virtues I hum like a hummingbird hundreds of verses Averse to the unassured, what is your worth? I know mine I’m the blood of the earth My inner wisdom inhibitions in a prison Shine like I’m in a prism Imposition when I’m in position Heart black as the ink I dip in it’s exquisite Caskey: Locked in a mental prison lucky for me I’m an escape artist What’s a bullet to a David Blaine man you’re better off shooting at fake targets I couldn’t cry that’s a great harvest cutting the head off a snake I’m never counting on no one just counting on all of the new dollar bills I can scrape Escape to the lake shore getting refined on my mental Blood on the page sure cuz I’m intertwined with the pencil I brought a typewriter just to finish all the ritual and sacrifice writers Y’all ain’t nothing more than hype biters and some over-estimated ice buyers I’m a walking investment and a arbitrator of assessment Rapper refreshment though I never made it on the cover of Freshman I was busy with the lessons even as an adolescent My mind is touched too hot skin is incandescent Hook: Hold up, dousing flowers with the gasoline Hold up, getting casual with casualties Pull up, watch the notes grow to a rhapsody Sho Nuff, got the glow so I’m a masterpiece
3.
Mariana 03:36
Verse 1 Icarus flew to the sun for the view Run for the hills when I run with the wolves Grand Guignol now come to the show All the dream-catchers spun to a noose And the mountain ranges are sawblades now I found my place in a heart shaped crown John Wayne Gacy they always clown Found in a crawl space all face down Out here in the underground, hear when the thunder pounds Fears in percussive sounds, tears coming from the clouds Peers tend to dumb it down, I pierce with a hundred rounds Unannounced come and get the spears that are coming out Loose lips sink relationships Wrecked on embankments with a chest full of aphids I can treasure it all I’m both the devil and god huh? Come with me now underwater to nirvana my honored guest Follow me down to the bottom of the Mariana Trench Now carry on carrion Carry on carrion Carry on carrion Verse 2: One step closer to where we were 
One step closer to wear my hurt One step closer to fare thee well One step closer to share my world Go to sleep with the dead my friend Go to sleep just to rest your head Yet the best intentions take their toll When they paved the road that lead to Hell again like Hook Verse 2 Who’s the truth in here? Lucid Lucifer Brutal beauty boy lunar suits him more You can choose to go Gruesome Twosome or Lose the sutures soon the bluer hues’ll form Brain waves like the carpet print from The Shining Graves made for the compliments from the liars Times have been trying but at least I’ll say I’m trying All I know is I won’t go without a fight won’t hide my light Twilight bright my, my, my Voices inside hum die die die A hundred dead-locks I don’t go outside Another dead dog in a snow outline I don’t need drugs if I’m high on life Don’t need life if I’m high on drugs No free rides in an idle mind Lonely nights I can’t find my buzz like Hook
4.
Limerence 02:02
I’m glad to know that you’re so miserable to see me Do you always sound like this or is it difficulty breathing? Nothing comes but sickness when you greet me Bloody gums are just a symptom of the teething Skinny puppy getting thick as thieves I’d kiss your feet if it would make me feel less incomplete I wanted what I didn’t need, too wanton with the little things Bittersweet projector reel still haunted by the imagery I just miss the feeling of you missing me I Can’t let you go I know I’m only special when the petals show I’m talking with the spectres while you watch me for the spectacle Exoskeleton skin, protects those gentle whims Pretzel limbs when they echo all my existential dread Like is this the end? I miss my friends nothing makes a difference when I know that I can’t change the past or get past all the changes Live in limerence, lemon trees bitter as the memories that vivisect my center still its better late than ever To demonstrate forever they reduced you to a photograph I went to face the weather making beautiful from overcast No one lasts forever in this place we’re all ephemeral But still your words left scrapes all on my femoral
5.
BloodBorne 02:45
Hook Petrified in these cocoons Cenobites still eat my soul Anesthetize to heal the wounds get so high can’t feel the lows Blunt smoke filling up my lungs until the sun gone Guns drawn covered in this blood like I was Bloodborne Verse 1 Staining tulips with the cyanide Riding shotgun making music for the drive-bys No survivors no goodbyes when the ocean rises Locusts fly when I quote my lines polarized Watch me when I haiku my discography’s the Bible Is it deicide if he confides he’s talking suicidal? Walking into cyclones my tornado halo’s filled with bees, Barking like I bite though my volcano halo kills the sheep Hook Verse 2 Victorious in my gory glory flow is glorious Baccalaureate story of a Poet Laureate Euphoria pouring out my pores until the worry sets Morph aporias until the boring gets harmonious My clips weight a ton so I know we’re not the same Either stick to your guns or you can point em at your face I was born a tragic summer bore from storms and crashing thunder Mastered nothing but I bask in BloodBorne so that’s the hunter
6.
Samsara 03:16
Verse 1 I try to stay positive I’m in a negative place I try to apply all my paints in the negative space I tried to describe all their pain just to take it away I tried to invite them to stay in a dangerous place Where ravens still play, on plains, with stakes They place inside their veins we’re vain they’re fake But I’m the same I hate my ways it weighs me down I’m bound to drown and blind to faith and fate afraid I can’t defeat I stay in frays beneath LA alone The rain won’t fade away Hook Samsara now I know I’m getting my karma Keeping my head above water When I say I’m sorry I’m shedding my armor When I wake up then you better be gone I’ll go Verse 2 I thought I was alone in a haunted home lost With the Sadakos look at what the monochrome brought One day when the sky falls they’ll say I wasn’t like them Trace all the steps where the god of crows walked Crop-Circles scarecrow bought his own plot Lost virtue barefoot rocks below steps I’ll hurt you it’s all I know I just don’t talk When the particles part my heart will survive in this Dark with a light in it spark from a type of flint Flint water in our diets hiding in the lion’s den Words like a rain-catcher first til the fire catch Search through the paint splatter birds in a wire mesh I defend my idle friends tell me where the time all went? A product of environment is caught up in the spider-web Dialect why would you admire this? I invent my defects the high is just a side-effect Careful cuz that might affect you I cook up my defense like a Phalanx A fence full of talons Ask me anything I’ll deflect it with talent Reflections infected with malice, amputate me I’ll re-animate after they leave Limbs hang by a limb I can’t mask the gangrene When the path that I travel’s dilapidating In daydreams that I have I decapitate kings
7.
Verse 1 I saw your face displayed upon a crescent moon That wavers up and down depending how the petals bloom Doomed always destitute fused through infected roots Searching for a message but there’s nowhere left to exit to Heart full of vestibules scars show I’m resolute Why seek a resolution? Narcosis heaven sent Tar grows beneath my feet dark grows infested fruit Too exhausted need to breathe car smoke emits perfume forever I’ve been Inhaling the thinnest air Fishscales on my skin and hair Set sail but you but you didn’t care Dancing like I’m Fred Astaire standing on a Finesterre Ready for the rocks below, chest still full of rocket fuel Flammable just another animal for fossil fuel All my words are oxidized jar of flies are molecule I find solace in the solitude Everything grew silent when I called for you Verse 2 I saw your face displayed upon a harvest moon Tried to sing my pain away in ways I know it’s not in tune Save me from the jaws of gloom maybe I can offer you More than what I say I’m made of lately it’s my Waterloo Hate me for my monikers baby I’m a connoisseur Gave away my parts to you sang it like a cockatoo Smaller still always crawled uphill to face robotic views Haunt me when the monsters taunt me talking in their solemn hues together They say I got a way with words It never gave me worth but still I got away with worse Always dreaming while they take their turn Throwing matches til I’m ashes leave me at the stake to burn Encased in urns earnest fake concern circus circles us Aching churns dermis brazen stay alert in turtle shell Mazes turned fragrant say the word before I hurt myself Pain occurs sacred when you came up from infertile soil Verse 3 I saw god in a bodybag I got lost in the stars when they’d cross like a polygraph Never lie cardiac in every line insomniac forever Never go to sleep again black lungs from the falling ash Giraffe tongue with a heart to match Get sawed in half like the Dahlia Place pain on display in Hollywood Paint it all like Dali would Face of War Fountain pens melting countenances in a drawing book A psycho full of cyclones eyes closed I go cold when I fly low Brains feed on haikus isolated in my temples, Cairo Bones jut from they’re homes like they’re silos I’m Silent Hill tell me where the time went Kill Pyramids that followed with the knife gripped, Vice-grips always on the mind when the crisis hits Everywhere it’s like a mine I step add the minuses I’m an atom bomb made of atoms add ‘em up Adam’s apple’s rotten smashed to applesauce adamant No Adam Eve in anatomy only albatrosses if I have to speak Another casualty of the casted wings casually I’m high again vibrant as a hyacinth idling So I pretend that my defense is working Lurking with the burdens that still hide below the surface I know these things have meaning sometimes I don’t know the purpose Introverted dizzy from the disconcerted tizzies Mr. Perfect isn’t worth it give me what I didn’t earn Put it in an urn live and learn I could never tell the difference When I’m miniature red alerts read aloud like ministers It’s hard to breathe when you’re drowning in the goodbyes But I’m still here now so tell me what that look like? They use a sword to signify that you’re a good Knight Then use the same one to kill you and say goodnight

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released July 27, 2021

Artwork by Ignacio Trelis
Mixed by Adam Krinsky
Mastered by Carl Saff

1. Modern Times (Prod. by ORKA)
2. Gasoline (Feat. Caskey) (Prod. by Inteus)
3. Mariana (Prod. by Illoquence & Rhythmatical)
4. Limerence (Prod. by Shrimpnose & Vague003)
5. BloodBorne (Prod. by Soudiere)
6. Samsara (Prod. by Foxwedding)
7. The Moon Smiled Back At Me (Prod. by HXRXKILLER & Mayten)

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