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Canary In A Mine
03:54
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Canary In A Mine
Like a canary in a mine
if I start singing death I hope you’re carrying a 9
8 years deep said I’d marry her in 9
Kings Queen blowing cloud rings staring at the sky
Sub-Zero temperatures still tearing out my spine
Stars above us hover in a paramount design
This is cinema, my piss and vinegar makes living difficult
We kiss the stitches shut until it parallels the mind
Constellations look like pointillism poignant pen places poison in em
Dropping gems like an oyster center
Got a koi fish in him swimming where the noise is hidden
Now I can’t avoid the venom, love-torn from the Joy Division
Increase the dosage til peaks that I reach are closer
And heavens still seem below us this medicine eats its own
My memories each alone, vermillion dreams recurring
I’m sketching it with a rose, you left it beneath my bones
My speech is blurring it’s reoccurring I need to learn
To play my part, We’re made of carbon that means if it breathes it burns
Seasons turn to frost-bitten August went into freezing first
Beast of burden walks in a tarpit until he sinks in dirt, awkward
I’m dancing with two left feet to a eulogy
One day I hope my passion turns my ashes into jewelry
Ruining all I touch when the blood-covered the jubilee
Maneuvered through the cruelty, beautifuls what you grew to be
Death isn’t a question I’m taking it like a lesson
I etched into in my skeleton case in I forget the message
A vestige of bad intentions, No Heaven won’t make it better
Those devils don’t take a breather, they stay and assess wreckage
With that Hara-Kiri nearing I’m peering across the ocean
My periodic devotions grow teary-eyed from the poems
So weary I’ve been unfocused I’m hearing cries from my close ones
A myriad of emotions I’m mirror-like in my opus
Let the breath get in I’m present more precious than any gem is
Sentimental mental’s heavy no respite from leaded headaches
Here they come, nobody hears me I’m clear you see through the charades
Never let go of the echoes but savor the time I’m blessed with
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Wicca Phase Springs Eternal:
See me go back and forth
This is not self control
Trapped in a mild state
Settled in my old ways
Never been here I'm sure
Never this far before
Even though I'm unsafe
Oddly I'm not afraid
Then I go on and cave
How do I speak to me
Only in harsher tones
Only so I can't breath
I do this to myself
Speaking in secrets I can't tell
Put it all on the edge
Picking it up I fell
Sadistik:
Butterflies die when I cover my eyes
You poured salt on the cuts on my mind
Tongue full of venom in these summertime nights
Jump from a edifice what if I fly?
Yea I been drifting off, in a fog, centers synagogue
Listening to inner gods telling me I’m different
Like a demagogue, I don’t want to interrupt
Cinema in the cuts, indicas inhale in my crystal lungs
Til it looks like an evergreen’s inside me
Seasonal leaves seem to redefine me
They deify things I leave behind
Sing in minor keys I don’t see the irony
Iron lung but my teeth are ivory
Mama says that she thinks I’m out of reach
Girlfriend says she don’t see that side of me
I don’t say shit I just keep it silent
The sunset on Sunset’s peach and violet
No more blood-letting when the leeches bite me
One more love letter ‘fore the creatures find us
I’ll show you the shadows that my secrets hide in
Take what they need then they leave you lifeless
A chrysalis lives so deep inside you
Below the surface where demons riot
A broken person grows so subversive
Choke on words so the screams are quiet
Can’t hear the sirens though they keep their eye on me
Maybe one day I’ll learn to cease my fire
I hope you’re still there when I seek asylum
Wicca Phase Springs Eternal:
Here I am back again
Silhouette of a shell I am
Still in a darkened place
Fighting another hell I am
Something here hurts my head
Something here leaves me strange
Nothing can hold me back
No one here knows my name
Then I go on and cave
How do I speak to me
Only in harsher tones
Only so I can't breath
I do this to myself
Speaking in secrets I can't tell
Put it all on the edge
Picking it up I fell
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Lazarus
02:59
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Either turn a blind eye, or learn to climb high
Heights are bird’s-eye, pining birds cry
From pines opining the words I per-scribe
Combine the sight-seeing perched on birch I
Got burned on pyres heard the word to wise
Search the surface sure fits are first to die
All my personal ties-dyed by turpentine
Time to turn the tides, tidals turned to fires
If I don’t earn my stripes I go serpentine
This is versifier versus verse for hire
I surf the current search where urchins hide
Describe the words so verdant averse to liars
In the lair layers-peeling earths design
Later pills appeal built purple skies
Way uphill & still felt immersified
Murdered like rehearsal it hurts to find
While we live in the gutter they mimic each other
I’m gutted like fishes while fishing for love
And I give em the mud from my limbs like a drug
They’re so limited, lemon on tongue
Heavy lead from my lungs
I’m a leper these leopards left steps on my stomach
It’s never enough, I’m the Shepard you summoned
The sum of the efforts, still some are for never
Let everything flush because nothings forever
You ever just tasted your blood? Maybe it’s rust
I’m erasing the touches you left on my skeleton breaking the trust
Still defacing my days, while I’m facing the flood
I’m a raisin in suns, raising razors to cut
Cut aways to the rays in the summer
Arrays of the thunder I’d make just to savor the suffering
Chasing what was, we’re all made just to fade into dust
Were created then placed in the dust
Fold my limbs up like origami
It makes it easy to store the body
Humor me & my morbid hobbies
They're made of carbons of course they copy
So they're zombies flow to heartbeats
Prose McCarthy, Murakami
Atheist spits with form that’s godly
That ain’t for me G that’s for my Rottie
Be careful my crosshairs might come for your head
From here you look like a fly stuck in a web
I am so fabulous God in the flesh
I am so Lazarus summon the dead
I’m in my bag like Asami victims
Don’t say shit, who saw me vic em?
Tear through flesh like a Pardee picture
You’re scared I’m read like McCarthyism
Look at my scalp to see sixes aligned
These Judas’ smile while they’re gripping a knife
I’m know I’m a star so I give em my light
We’re passing each other like ships in the night
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Let’s burn down the city til Rome is in flames
All the sinners in cinder but no one’s to blame
Set the oceans ablaze while we hope for the rain
I’ve been crowing these locusts in vain
Seven Devils inside of me dead on arrival
I read all the diaries heads on a spike
By my bed there’s no rivalry, write with the Eiffel no idols
That I can see, I am a beast so why can’t we be free?
lycanthropy, I cannot breathe
Perspective is hard from the heights that I reach
The dead angels they strangled all lie at their feet
They’re reminding us please pay no mind to their pleas
While I mine for the pulse of the people
They fight for the freedom of dying that cry from the sheets
ghosts that lie underneath Pose as Lions for sheep,
to keep preaching their pious they lie through their teeth
Let me down the oxygen’s heavier now
We’re supposed to play possum while death sings its sounds
Theres no Exodus, pestilence bound it’s too treacherous
When is the end when this Hell is indefinite
May be dramatic I’m pacing my attic like Attica
Riot no quiet stay Atticus light from the tragic
Shines bright from the past to illuminate trauma
We hide for convenience
They’re burning the city down Rome is in flames
All the sinners in cinder but no one’s to blame
Set the oceans ablaze while they hope for the rain
I’ve been crowing these locusts in vain
Seven Devils inside of me dead on arrival
I read all the diaries, heads on a spike
By my bed there’s no rivalry, write with the Eiffel no idols
That I can see defiant to beasts why can’t we be free?
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Sadistik:
Pretty little zodiac
tell me are you listening?
Why don’t you say hello back
when the ghosts are visiting?
living in the sediment
scribbling my sentimental
Mental into wet cement
Everything I said I meant
Not living in the present
Skies become so heavy
I feel like a piñata when it’s empty
I’ll fill another bottle I’m a MD
20/20 hindsight
In a place that’s full of people I don’t quite like, aye
Looking out the glass again
Aspirations aspirate
Compliments are aspartame
Tears feel like they’re acid rain
Always been a castaway
Don’t save me I’m just trash today
I’m refuse
Usually you’re bruised when you get used to feeling used
All these ups and downs I learned to ride the waves
Most the nightmares are when I’m wide awake
I don’t wanna go don’t let me die today
If it makes me numb I’ll take the side effects
Mick Jenkins:
If it makes me numb I’ll take the side effects
If it makes me…
If it gets me pissed off puff smoke
So much talking out the neck nigga we cut-throat now
Not what you would expect
Fuck your assuming we just added the seasonings
Told ‘em hoe don’t be cumin when the thyme right
Lime-light in my eye I don’t need that
Cash when I require best believe that
In hindsight was just getting by
’Til I was 25 I’m coming live
Oh did I mention I beat statistics?
Made the fire with the friction
My diction sophisticated no fiction has been recited
The credit for a belated, shit is Kriss Kriss
No jokes the politicking make my dick soft put it in quotes now
Fuck up out your respect
See how I’m moving niggas low-key
It’s hard to stay quiet with the OG on me
Only a couple niggas I call homies these days
Said some prayers that got the phonies erased
If we ain’t FaceTiming then you ain’t really know me these days
Not too much talking do my growing silent
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Rainbow Road
02:43
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Shrooms hit til its rainbow road
I grew sick of the same old jokes
And moved quick where the angels roam
They won’t save your soul
Flip the world watch em fall through their halo holes
We bruise skin, fused in contusion art
Short fuse interviews to renew the scars
They love you when you’re new but they’ll soon depart
I stayed hunted by the gloom, you assumed the part
Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies with their love notes
Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from a cut throat
A million lights at night go in a sequence
Did I really live this life or did I dream it?
I don’t want to be here
But I don’t want to leave yet
Verse 2:
I go Romero so feral when I bear it all
I’ll skin my enemies and stretch it out like Harold
Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel
Throne of Blood & Marrow
Crows above a scarecrow
Made of straw men arguments and table salt
Major flaws cut me open like a table saw
Saw my inner demons thinking that they’re made of god
Solemn bits and pieces sink into Venetian skies
I feel alive in the in the moment between dreams and strife
The words grow from my bones til they’re needle-like
Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light
Days from a normal life aged like California wine
Trapped in a maze like I’m Coraline
Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine
Lord of Flies head on a stake that you glorified
If you’re scared to know yourself this is horrifying
The same me it’s just more refined
In a grave deep where the orchids lie
Orcas die inside me every time I sing a whale song
Seattle rain became a hail storm
I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether
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All The Pretty Horses
01:52
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An anthem for anathemas
I show anatomy dissect me like a basilisk
Display it on a mantlepiece
Lady Lazarus resurrect with praising passages
Let’s connect our skeletons to save me from the gravitas
Small talk lips covered in coarse salt
Acid touch armadillo armor arms are Jax’s come
And harbor with an active storm
Place it in a frame until it’s palpable
Castle Freak bleeding alcohol beneath these castle walls
Dastardly bastard boy screaming til the shadows fall
Cataloging agony dreaming of an asteroid
Streaming I’m so lacrimal after all ash dissolves
I hope they see it’s masterful
Suspended in suspense
Upended with the rest, never resting
Yet I’m catatonic
Living like a matador scribbling in travel logs
Apple cores littered in my apologues
Appaloosas running through my sadder moments
All the pretty horses
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